I miss posting on Tumblr… I am going to start posting again :)

I hate the feeling of talking to myself in a oneside conversation. I hate feeling like an ass because I tried to understand, but got confused. I hate the fact you let me in just to push me away. I hate the fact that I try so hard to make you happy, but it always blows up in my face, when all I want to do is see you happy and smiling. I hate the fact that I feel under appreciated. I hate the fact that I am never right. I hate the fact that I always have to apologize for everything & nothing. But the thing I hate the most is not how much I hate all these things or that you affect me this way, but how much I still care through all of this…

hehehe… MUAHAHAHA 

hehehe… MUAHAHAHA 

(via alittlegirlinabiggerworld)